my luv

i look at his pcture n i wnder,..y do i like tis guy?wat do i lke bout him?,.. i tried 2 frget but the memory is owes thre.. he dun even own the critria i wantd espcially da look,..da face,. i dreamt he came 2 me n askd me 2 b back wit him again..am i mising him o is he mising me..i dun knw.n then i take a look at hs pctre again n thse feelin goes awy...i've rjectd him many tmes 4 da look he has..though am x dat pretty but cmpare 2 him,hmmmm.i dun 1 him 2 b hapy witout me, i hate ol da thngs dat hve hapened.smetimes i hate myself 4 being me.i've got a new bf now.da 1 dat i prefer, he's cute yet full wit jealousy.he cares for me much..i luv him n i dun wan 2 lose him though..i dun wan thngs 2 rpeat itself again, it hurts even til now.. i wan 2 stop ol tis luv playng thngs.focus on my stdy n hve a gud career n 2 yrs aftr dat, gt married wit him-da 1 dat i hve now. god bless..4 da 1 dat i used 2 luv, i wsh 2 turn tme around, u knw...not now..but used 2 thnk lke dat..